I LOVEE THIS SONGG . One year later - jessica[snsd] & Onew[shinee]

This relationship seriously dosent feel right . Nobody knw hw it feels , even i dont .
I dont wanna dissapoint myself , i dont wanna dissapoint youu . I felt bad lying to youu all day . i dont knw must i even do that . I have to admit , My feelings to this relationship is not 100% . I dont knw are you too good for me or just right .
I dontknw whyy i have to avoid youu or avoid going out withh . im just tired of lying ! I wish this never happened to me . If i could ask you guys this question 'are you happy when u`re boyfriend call or asked you out ?' your answer is a YES . or some actually jump up-dwn when she receivd a call/msg from their boyfriend . i dont , i admit I DONT . i wish to runn awayy from this love , no ! i dont . i dont know ! He Have been a really great boyfriend to me . seriously , GREAT !
I DONT KNOW WHY MUST I FEELING THIS WAY ?! i have to lied so called , everytime he asked me out . i just dont feel like meeting youu . lazy is also my word to it .
I know he love me . i want this relationship but i dont knw why it has it be this way . & i knw i never regretted accepting youuu .
THIS FEELINGS IS REALLY , ARGHHh !

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