I knw this is the best & im trying my best for it .
He is already one step ahead . Someone who dosent exist in his life even asked me ; whats happening ? why your phone didnt rang as it used to be ? and all i can is 'his busy' . which i dont think he is ...
I still cant forget those days . where a friend who always be there for me and im the one being there to laughed at his lame jokes . & never failed to be there for me . but now ; he failed .
and i failed to be there for you like i used to . & accidentally drop in the middle of 'CRUSH' .I still remember the day when your friend called me ; but i went there and accidentally look at you , right in the eyes . and we smiled & say thankyou . I swear that day was SUPERB & thats the day is the day i knw 'im in trouble'' . special .i still remember where i slept when im otp with you because im sick . and im lonely at home .
you were there for me , as a friend ,
I miss that special friend . or 'my crush' . right now , i dont see his ringtone appeared automatically . I used to have my inbox fulled of you . where you complain to be you gt scolded by ur mum , fighting with ur siblings even drop at the wrong station .i knw im doing the best i cann . I knw 'my friend' banned me from ___ with you . its the best for me . I cant believe im in love with this kind of guy . TOTALLY DANGEROUS .
& so , why wasting my time right ? :(Labels: 330 . cause i knw im wasting my time .