i dont knw what to do next , all i could this is .. maybe i should just give up .
but i dont want this to end , i dont wish this thing to end . i want this to stay longer . i want this thing to be like how i wants . how i wish for . BUT ... i knw it wont happen .
all i have to say is ... i lose him . not only a crush . but also a friend , very very good friend of mine who used to been there for me all this while , never fails to make me feel all alone , who been there for me all this while or alone at home . but now , all i could feel now is ... we`re like strangers , like the first time i saw you and known you as nobody to me .
give up is very hard thing to do , seeing you or actually search for you is like a hobby to me . hobby that soo hard to stop , addicted .
i knw to get you as more thn friends is soo not gonna happen but being my friend as per usual is already me feel special . all you do all this while is avoid me ... Busy is always be the excuses , im okay with it . avoiding ? what is the excuses ?
and 'eeee !' what is that for ? :`(
i dont want to end this thing . i dont wish to lose a very great friend .
i want the right answer for this thingg .. please leave me alone .
thankyouu soo much 'couple' ... i wish you guys all the best in the relationship and have alot of patience (:
stayy long . lovelove =)
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