♥,Nurul Liiyanaa(:
Currently Chatting with Shabrinaa . tark tahu maluu kauu , & peniipuu ! ahhaah !
I slept at 7.45am , and woke up at 12+ because Asyiqin wake me up . I dont even remember what she was asking me . hehh . and i listen to songs make me cool down for what had happened , and fell asleep and woke up at 2.3opm .
3.30pm i get my ass off my bed , before that i listen to songs .. tears rolling non-stop .
blahblahblah ... 4pm i watched this Hindi movie . or is that bollywood ? okay , idk .
but i knw i lovee the movie & Salman khan(right spelling ?) is soo cutee (:
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- Aku la hati yng telah kau sakiti .
sometimes i think i prefer this life than the previous . I dont get paranoid when my phone rang cause i knw its not youu . But i just missed the ringtone 'crazier' rang automaticly . its life , i knw , i wont be forcing myself not to eat [although i dont have that appetite yet .] i should keep myself strong . why bother hurting myself because of that type of person . Why bother crying over and over again while that person out is having fun . okay fine i did , but what am i supposed to do ? those memories are hunting me . arghhh ! I still cnn feel the hurts inside me .
Words 'iloveyou' still inside this head . Msges still kept .. and i knw it should not .
i just dont have the strength to press 'delete' .
i dont knw why my heart still feels so scared . whyy ? whats gonna happened again .
what actually you guys get after doing this to a girl ? money ?
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