I hate the most that you do , you make me love you .
I feel soo tired . haish /Today is a normal school day fer me . Thought starting of term 4 is the best school life .
'ana , mulot kau eyy !'[:D] . thats all i cnn say .
Ana`s necklace get confiscated by Mr Ng , hah ! gunduu sungguh !
This whole day spend alot with haris as he`s all alone the others never come . Whole group eyy . haishh . Tolerate his crazy-ness+Childish-ness . aiyoh ! cannot tahan . hahahs .
Took our height and weight . haahs , maybe satisfied / Maybe nort .
Height:154cm .//Weight:38kg . Lightest ? idk . Shortest ? Nope . hah . yay !
Maths ; Never do 7 question . believe mie , those papers i borrowed all never did the question which i wanna copy . haahs . Study new chapter (Dot-diagrams)-Easy as ABC . =)
Science;I swear thats the Bad-est , first thing theres no such word , i know . haahs . [back]
worst paper i did . i get [so called] , all wrong . nah ! i copied actually . haahs !
Atiqah , kau buat sembarang eyy ?
I thought of going for the 'stress lecture/programe' but dun wanna be the only girl went for it , the others dun wanna go . i scared , i got NO friends to talked to . Never went for it .
End up get know ; Ana & addam went . -_-"
After School .
Stayed at school fer awhile with atiqah and her mum . and her mum`s friend .
Cause kak fatin`s hdp got confiscated . then when home , is that you ? hmms .
when to nekdah`s house , She wanna pass something . When home thought of playing lappy .
end up , i went to sleep . as i sleep fer like only 3/4hours . [slept at 3am , woke up at 5am . then eat i sleep back until 6.15am]
Guess what ? i accidentally kicked my lappy when sleeping . fell to the floor . goshh !
First time ey .
today last episode of 'Pingiran Ramadam' , there no more seeing Azmir on TV again . ---
TO:
WEWE , sorrie tark reply . nort in the mood uuh . <3Abg iman , thanks eyy . i`ll try . lower seec eyy ? hahas , jgn action eyy . ahah !
its easy for euu guys to say those stuffs .
its hard for me to do it , Nobody understand how it feels .
Its annoyed me alot , Even that precious friend told me too .
eu guys know how hard it is ? eu guys know how hurt it is ?
eu guys know it feels ? eu guys know how precious is he ?
FYI: I decided to forget and not waiting ,
i know it wont come true to get him back .
& i just cant take it with racist-ness of euu pple .
so what if he not malay . its nort even a problem for me .
whatever it is , im telling euu pple here . im trying okay .
if you wants me to , do ur part to stop talking about the past .
i dun see any support from euu guys . euu guys just killing me deeply
when you guys open up ur mouth , and speak just like that about him
and the past .
you guys expect me to forget him by doing that ?
yeah , even my precious friend said i CANT forget him .
but you wants me to isnt it ?
yesh , i can realised i can stop thinking and cant stop talking about him .
I need the support , PLEASE /
just that small thing . if you guys really wants me to .
IM TRYING TO ERASED THOSE MEMORIES .
thank you .
i stiill dont get it . /
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